I am weak.

If that is the case, then I am the weakest person I have ever known. I'm an only child. My cousins are way older than me. When I was born my maternal cousins were already in college, with their girlfriends. My paternal cousins live far away from me. I became close to my mother. When … Continue reading I am weak.


Self-care is hard. I am tired.

I keep on seeing posts telling everyone to take care of themselves first or do self care regimens. These ideas really are so enticing and so exciting that you wanna go to the nearest drugstore and pick up different skin care products or wake up early and chase the sun as you go for a … Continue reading Self-care is hard. I am tired.

Forever, or never.

...and you jump from one date to another, hoping to find a band-aid solution to that heartbreak you endure. From one girl to another, taking you out for coffee or tea. From one guy to another, having a taste of your lips. In all those dates, you hope that you can find a permanent solution. … Continue reading Forever, or never.


#Journal: January 10, 2018

This thought has been in my head for days. For the past 2 years, a number of people I know have passed away. I've also been to a number of funerals within those years. Of course, in a funeral, there's always the eulogy. During those moments, have you ever discovered yourself crying over the person … Continue reading #Journal: January 10, 2018


#Journal: January 7, 2018

Do you get that feeling when, after someone so good, so perfect, breaks your heart and you feel, you think, you'll never meet anyone like her/him the next time? Like you feel and think that s/he is the only one of her/his kind? Yes, people are unique and individual but have you ever thought of … Continue reading #Journal: January 7, 2018


#Journal: November 21, 2017

Us human beings are no different from the universe. Neil deGrasse Tyson once said "There's [sic] as many atoms in a single molecule of your DNA as there are stars in the typical galaxy. We are, each of us, a little universe." Both are complex beings. For years we have tried looking for a definite, … Continue reading #Journal: November 21, 2017


Dear Cebu

Dear Cebu, Due to unforeseen circumstances, I have to leave. It's a sad decision but I have to. At first it was not easy to make this decision and it was not easy to transfer islands. I filled 3 huge boxes of my stuffs from here. Imagine! I almost had a life, or I had … Continue reading Dear Cebu