To My Future Lover

To my future lover: I will not let you down. I will take extra care of you. I will hold your hand for every opportunity I could get. I will smother you with kisses, and I don't care if I'll kiss you on the lips in front of everyone. I'll listen to your day with … Continue reading To My Future Lover


Let’s say the name starts with M.

I met someone. It's a she. She told me she like me so much. We haven't met yet, though. We're still planning too. The thing is, I'm not feeling it. She tries to talk to me almost every day. We asked each other about our hobbies, talents, and our likes and, mind you, nothing ever … Continue reading Let’s say the name starts with M.

I am weak.

If that is the case, then I am the weakest person I have ever known. I'm an only child. My cousins are way older than me. When I was born my maternal cousins were already in college, with their girlfriends. My paternal cousins live far away from me. I became close to my mother. When … Continue reading I am weak.


#Journal: January 8, 2018

As much as I don't want to, but I have to. As much as I don't want to explain, I have to. Yes, you are still a special person for me. Yes, I still like you. Yes, I have learned how to love even the darkest and most dangerous nooks and crannies of your being. … Continue reading #Journal: January 8, 2018


#Journal: January 25, 2018

My soul screamed and tore itself apart after reading that message. As a perfectionist, I want to straighten up the sins I have committed and I want to mend what's broken. I don't believe in second chances back then, but right now I pray for one. Yes, I still can't get over the things I've … Continue reading #Journal: January 25, 2018


Self-care is hard. I am tired.

I keep on seeing posts telling everyone to take care of themselves first or do self care regimens. These ideas really are so enticing and so exciting that you wanna go to the nearest drugstore and pick up different skin care products or wake up early and chase the sun as you go for a … Continue reading Self-care is hard. I am tired.


#Journal: January 17, 2018

Have you ever had those moments when you just want to sit down, do nothing, and just stare at whatever's in front of you? Have you ever had those moments when someone talks to you but you can't hear them, you just can't comprehend what they're saying? Have you ever had those moments when you … Continue reading #Journal: January 17, 2018