To My Future Lover

To my future lover: I will not let you down. I will take extra care of you. I will hold your hand for every opportunity I could get. I will smother you with kisses, and I don't care if I'll kiss you on the lips in front of everyone. I'll listen to your day with …

Let’s say the name starts with M.

I met someone. It's a she. She told me she like me so much. We haven't met yet, though. We're still planning too. The thing is, I'm not feeling it. She tries to talk to me almost every day. We asked each other about our hobbies, talents, and our likes and, mind you, nothing ever …

#Journal: January 8, 2018

As much as I don't want to, but I have to. As much as I don't want to explain, I have to. Yes, you are still a special person for me. Yes, I still like you. Yes, I have learned how to love even the darkest and most dangerous nooks and crannies of your being. …

#Journal: January 25, 2018

My soul screamed and tore itself apart after reading that message. As a perfectionist, I want to straighten up the sins I have committed and I want to mend what's broken. I don't believe in second chances back then, but right now I pray for one. Yes, I still can't get over the things I've …

Self-care is hard. I am tired.

I keep on seeing posts telling everyone to take care of themselves first or do self care regimens. These ideas really are so enticing and so exciting that you wanna go to the nearest drugstore and pick up different skin care products or wake up early and chase the sun as you go for a …

#Journal: January 17, 2018

Have you ever had those moments when you just want to sit down, do nothing, and just stare at whatever's in front of you? Have you ever had those moments when someone talks to you but you can't hear them, you just can't comprehend what they're saying? Have you ever had those moments when you …

Forever, or never.

...and you jump from one date to another, hoping to find a band-aid solution to that heartbreak you endure. From one girl to another, taking you out for coffee or tea. From one guy to another, having a taste of your lips. In all those dates, you hope that you can find a permanent solution. …

#Journal: January 10, 2018

This thought has been in my head for days. For the past 2 years, a number of people I know have passed away. I've also been to a number of funerals within those years. Of course, in a funeral, there's always the eulogy. During those moments, have you ever discovered yourself crying over the person …

#Journal: January 7, 2018

Do you get that feeling when, after someone so good, so perfect, breaks your heart and you feel, you think, you'll never meet anyone like her/him the next time? Like you feel and think that s/he is the only one of her/his kind? Yes, people are unique and individual but have you ever thought of …

#Prose: January 6, 2018

You know nothing about affection. All that you think of is seduction. You expertly know how to run your hands on different curves You know where to start But you never know any stops You know nothing about love All you have is lust You know what you have You know how to let her …