Trust Mothers, You’ll Never Fail

I already got the essentials in getting a guy in life. And I got them from  my mother.

I present to you my mother’s ‘You know it’s him’!

You know it’s him…

  1. when he’s deeply interested in you.
  2. when he likes every bit of you, albeit your weirdness.
  3. when he can’t stop talking to you.
  4. when he lets you cram up his hair.
  5. when he catches up with you.
  6. if he’s not feeling the awkwardness in an awkward situation you two are in.
  7. when he doesn’t care on how you look.
  8. when, at the sight of him, you always smile.
  9. when he cares for you and being an all-gentle guy.
  10. when he doesn’t want you to say good bye, even if you need to go home. Just say, ‘see you soon’ then he’ll be ok.

So, these are the 10 wise words from my mother. It would be nice and proper to share it all to you.

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Breaking Hearts and Twisted Minds

Everyone knew we would never be together

It wasn’t meant for us

It wasn’t written on the stars

Planets will collide if it happens

 

You never knew what you did to me

You made me crazily insane

You made me say

‘He’s the guy I’m looking for’

 

I told my papers I’ll love you

You were that guy I can love

No hates

No regrets

 

But I regretted

You went for another girl

I wasn’t like her

Never be like her

 

You gave me this

And I always get this

A broken heart

And a twisted mind

 

Trying to be sane

When I am already insane

Trying to be happy

When I am already broken

 

At least I’m intact

Unlike glass

That breaks into pieces

I’m still in one piece

 

I’m that tough

That’s the only thing

You won’t see in her

Hope you’ll be happy with her

Acredite-me, mim estão feliz – Believe Me, I am Happy

To be honest there are a lot of things going on in my head. I know I shouldn’t over think about it but I am over thinking. So far I am smiling and being happy. Yes, I am happy because I am. But inside my head, I keep on asking myself the why, how and what. Why that happened? How come it wasn’t me? What does she have that I don’t? i know I can’t answer that first question but I know the answers for the two.

How come it’s not me? Simple. I’m just an ordinary girl. I don’t have those countless sashes and crowns and trophies. Only countless guitar picks and journals and books. I don’t go up the stage in a gown and answer crappy questions. I do nothing. The stage is for people like her. People don’t find me appealing. I’m just nothing. Just another someone. I have nothing.

What does she have that I don’t? I already answered that. Another thing, she’s pretty. Of course I’m not. No wonder he chose her. Go. If he loves her then go. You two are meant. That just means I’m meant for someone else. Not him, maybe better than him. Good.

My friends thought I’m disappointed. Actually I’m not. I don’t care. He likes her, fine. They can continue their business. I won’t be nosing around. I won’t pray for their breakup. I’ll just keep calm and carry on.

Seriously, I just smile. No one knows what’s going on in my head. Only me. And I know deep inside I am happy. It just shows that he is not the one God wants me to be with. Maybe he’s just somewhere. When before I am so negative towards things like this, now I keep my head high and hopes higher.

These are just my thoughts. But I am happy, albeit I received the inevitable heart ache.

Visceral

Don’t she worry about me

I won’t go around when you’re together

I’ll leave you with your happiness

I’ll mind my own business

 

I’ll be a good girl

I won’t go around telling stories

I won’t sing my misery

I’ll go around, singing,

 

I don’t give a damn what they do

Just give me a balloon

I’ll go ’round the world

I’ll flash a smile, no one knows

No one knows how I feel

Believe me, I’m happy

 

Written: September 5, 2012, Wednesday, 3:35 pm, EH404MC, Political Theory